My Precious Baby

• by April, Williamsville MO
• 9 years ago

I lost my 4 month old little boy by SID's and I wasn't there but I got the phone call from his uncle who was watching him. He told me he's not breathing and he didn't know if he was dead or alive. I left him that morning and he was fine but that afternoon he wasn't . That is one phone call a parent should never receive because it is the worst phone call in the world. When we got to the hospital and I saw my baby boy I didn't know what to think. I held him for a long time and didn't want to let him go. I miss him every day and I wish he was still with us but life goes on and it's hard to accept it but it's getting better.

• by Ashley, Modesto Ca
• 11 years ago

My son Eayden Luke Jackson passed on 6/13/2012 a little shy of being a year...I also found my son I remember screaming unwrapping him out of his blanket I knew it was to late but I just became more religious you see....for him...I tried CPR, holy oil I didn't stop praying....they say he can do it in a second...I was waiting praying I wouldn't let myself believe he was gone... until the doctor came in and announced it I just wanted to hold my son...I remember seeing family come and crumble along side of us I just needed to hold you...they had to do a mandatory autopsy because you were so young which made mommy so mad...but I went and prepared him and gave him his last bath... I don't know if any of these visuals will ever leave it's been less then a month 23 days I know our one and only angel was taken by SID'S they say.... I just know this isn't the right way....miss him too much R.I.P. my angel and to yours I hope they are all bouncing from cloud to cloud together...;;(

• by Traci Goodwin
• 11 years ago

I lost my 5 month old son Christopher Dean on April 23rd 2012. I found him in his crib on Sunday morning about 10:00. When I woke up I knew something was not right because my son was always up before 9.
I tried to save him but there was nothing I could do. He had been gone for a few hours. Loosing him is the worst thing that could have ever happened to me. At night when I lay down all I see is him laying in his crib blue in the face with his eyes closed. I wish I wasn't the one that found him I wish it had been someone else. This will haunt me for the rest of my life.!

• by Christina Carrasco Poet
• 12 years ago

I am so sorry to hear that. That is so sad. I feel for you.. I could not imagine that hun. I know it's hard though, but know that your baby boy is now with God looking down on you. He still loves you and you will join him one day, and be with him for eternity!

• by Blanca, Laurel Maryland
• 13 years ago

I lost 11 month baby, 11 months ago and still feels like that happened yesterday that is something you can not forget, because he died while he was sleeping in his crib, I started do CPR on him thinking he will come back but he did not, I still can see the paramedics taking him away from me and running to the ambulance, but it was impossible my Angel was already gone when I went to the hospital I was thinking that the doctors brought him back but they did not, now I just can go and put flowers on his grave that is it. It's so sad for me because I can not hug him anymore but I always have him in my heart.