All I know is.... I will always miss my Nick and long for him.
All I know is.... one minute I'm together and the next I'm falling apart.
All I know is.... my heart hurts all the time and it has never felt whole since the day he died.
All I know is.... the tears won't stop filling up my eyes, soaking my pillows or staining my face.
All I know is.... I "Really Really" miss him.
All I know is.....it hurts ALL the time.
All I know is.....I want him back.
All I know is.....sometimes I want him so badly, that I want to go to him.
All I know is.... there is no greater ache in this world than my child dying.
All I know is.....I love him, even in death, I love him so much.
By: Tina Pielstick 10-19-09
Bereaved Mother And Grandparent Poem
My heart goes out to you!! I lost my 16-year-old son, Anthony, to mental illness February 11, 2019! I also found him and had to cut him down! He did this on February 8th and passed on the...
All I Know Is
Published: December 2010
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My son was born November 15, 1987. He was my youngest of three children. Early in the morning he accidentally shot himself. He died instantly in his home on December 23, 2015. Tomorrow he would have been 29. Every day gets harder and harder for me to cope with his death. I cry every day and night. I have major depression and have daily anxiety attacks. I miss him so much. But I live for his 3 beautiful daughters who grieve for their dad. When they hurt, I hurt. Some days I no longer want to live. I see a psychiatrist and take 5 different psychiatric drugs, but I also read the bible and pray to Jehovah daily, and that is why I am still alive today.