Hurting Poems - Page 2
21. I Want To
I want to write about how you make me feel,
How every time I see your face I know that you're real.
I can't describe the feeling you always raise in me.
I can't describe this wash of happiness that you seem to bring,
But I want to write about it; I want to write about you.
I want to write about that day we shared,
How every time you would laugh it would linger in the air.
I can't describe the loving look in your eyes.
I can't describe the reason why you won't say, "Goodbye."
But I want to write about it; I want to write about you.
I want to write about all our memories, all our stories, and adventures,
How we conquered them together,
But I can't describe the paths we took.
I can't describe the sense of security I felt in that one look.
But I want to; I want to write about you.
I want to write about us,
How everything felt was true love, not lust,
But I can't describe anything without you.
I can't describe all our hopes and dreams,
How everything that was so perfect left in a fleet of screams.
I want to write,
But I can't explain how our plans got so disarrayed,
How God just had to take you away.
I can't describe this sudden feeling I have to be by your side,
How even through death I have to hide all that I feel inside.
I want to write, but I forget how to describe what is meant.
I want to write about you, but I can't.
I can't describe the feeling of lost, the feeling of what it all cost
Or of the silent screams, the lovely dreams with just you and me,
But I want to.Latest Shared Story
What hurts more than losing someone is knowing you'll lose yourself. You know the only problem with that statement is that when a person knows they will lose someone they try to gain them...
22. ShePlaying Games With A Girl Who Can't Say No
She's a girl and he's a guy
why they're together, I don't know why
she is caring, loving, honest and true
he is mean, nasty, selfish and cruel
she takes the bulk of all the crap
wanting what they had
keeping on taking him back
he likes to keep her way down there
to build him up, he doesn't care
she wonders how he can be so mean
she sees the side no one else has seen
he plays games with her state of mind
she finds so hard to find
makes her feel worthless and alone
lots of bad habits she thought he'd outgrown
nothing will change till she finally lets go
hard for a girl who can't say no
to this guy who makes her feel so low
she's got spirit, guts and life
why does she go through all of this strife?
she is a beautiful girl and he's just a guy
everyday she wonders why...
she can't let go-only she knows.Latest Shared Story
My friends say I'm in an abusive relationship. I'm not quite sure if I believe them or if I think they are just overreacting. People say the same things to me that are in this poem and it...
To those light brown eyes,
Racing to the beat of the drums,
In my imagination.
Warm feelings rising for him,
Butterflies and knots in my stomach.
My eyes meet his,
Our hands touch,
Then our lips,
We are no longer on earth.
Two hearts, one love,
I put my heart all out.
Only he knows what to do with it,
Take it and love it,
Lovebirds we'll become,
Love has to come first,
Dreaming that soon lovers we'll be,
I'm awake now,
It was just a dream,
Dreaming about the love I have for him,
The love he doesn't have for me,Latest Shared Story
I've always been shy. I have trouble talking to people, and I'm not really super close or comfortable with any guys, so I'm extra awkward around them. I have a lot of anxiety and depression,...
24. RealityPoem About Someone Who Seeks True Love
Just saying your name makes me realize
how much meaning you add to my life.
I watch your actions every day
and long to hold and kiss you when I'm awake,
but reality dawns a rainy day,
a world of fantasy and dismay.
In my dreams I make you mine.
I hold you 'til the end of time,
but when I awake to find that you're not there,
my world is full of sorrow and despair,
and reality, like a rushing wind, destroys my hope,
my everything.Latest Shared Story
Younger days, softer hearts, loving Eyes. You and I were so in love with each other. We wanted our love to last for eternity, but I left. I loved you childishly. I broke your heart so many...
Why won't this pain disappear?
Why won't it just end?
I try so hard to belong, just to fit in.
My mother and my father have no idea what's wrong.
I'm tired of being the friend just so you don't hurt.
You know how I feel and yet you won't respond.
This is so unfair, when will it ever end?
Will it just build up until the end?
I love you so and want you to feel the same.
I'm sorry for coming into your life.
I think I should just disappear.
When you wake in the morning,
Beside your bed you will see a note
That contains it all,
And you know I'll always be beside you in my heart, not wanting to flee.Latest Shared Story
I had to get married when I was 16 years old or else I would regret it my parents said . They took me to court and had me marry my husband I been with him for 7 years and right when I feel...
26. My Lonely Show
A little bit angry through the years,
A whole lot lonely through my tears.
A wonderful person the people said.
While I cry alone in bed.
Don't worry, I'll let you be,
Your secret is safe, alone with me.
My life is a lonely show,
I'll never let anyone know.
The sorrow and pain and lonely tears,
have been safe with me all these years.
I am the person people phone,
when THEY feel all alone.
Don't worry, your secret is mine,
I'm too embarrassed all the time.
You're angry with me again,
I don't know why, that's insane!
If anyone knew I would curl up and die,
I let people think I am only shy.
You're angry with me all the time.....
I don't want anyone to know, so you are fine.Latest Shared Story
I have gone through abuse from someone I loved. Verbal, emotional and physical. I still continue to go through abuse even if it's not physical I'm 5 months pregnant with our second child and...
27. Never Be True
You don't mean what you say and don't mean what you do
You don't mean anything because it's not true
You broke my fall and stole my heart
And already damaged, you let it fall apart
The tears I cry now fall with my misery
Once covered up, now for the world to see
Who I really am inside
For all to see rules to which I don't abide
The circumstances in which reality shall fade
The unwanted feelings your lies have made
The shame when I realized you gained my trust
The truth fading as the dust
Slips through my fingers grain by grain
My heart's not only torn but slain
As shards of glass fall from the sky
Tears of blood fall from my eye
Your words crawled across my skin
And I forget what I don't believe in
My heart pounds as I lift my head
Dare to enter where no one has tread
And I looked deep into your eyes
Found the source of all your lies
And even though I know they'll never be true
With all my heart, I'll continue loving youLatest Shared Story
Me and my ex had been together for two years when it all fell apart. We met on new years at a party and had an instant connection after one dance. We exchanged numbers and saw each other...
28. QuestionsQuestioning Our Love
I always have these tears to cry,
and I'm left with all these wondering questions of why?
Why can't we seem to get over the past,
and come together and be a whole at last?
Why won't you at least try to believe what I say,
instead of just pushing me away?
Why do I keep putting myself out there,
and you don't even seem to care?
I have these emotions I wish you would see,
so I wouldn't be left with the questions of,
"Will he or won't he?"
Will he ever love me like he used to,
and give me the things I once knew?
Won't he see,
I feel I don't know him anymore,
and let himself go back to how he was before?
Will I still hurt when I heal,
or will he finally let me feel?Latest Shared Story
this poem literally just spoke my mind and of my relationship, its always good to know that there's people going thought the same situation as you are! hope all is well, and keep writing!
I’ve written you
so many letters
I won’t send.
and played out
in my head.
And yet, I’ll never
tell you any of it.
Because I know
you’re better off
and I want you
to be happy,
whatever that means.Latest Shared Story
It is funny how things can be funny, even if when they are not. Distance was said to separate but in my experience, I realized that it brings people even closer (thus, more concentrated in...
30. RaindropsHurt In Love
As I watched the raindrops fall,
I waited for his call
It was dark that night
that it was all darkness at my sight
Every time the night would come,
I always feel the same
the pain I kept inside
the tears I cried
the way I pretend
that I just care with my trends
the feelings that I can't say
the problems on my way
because you hurt me so,
I will say goodbye
it's for our sake
and for me not to be fakeLatest Shared Story
This poem is great and so are the others. I've been living in depression my whole life because people say I'm fat and I'm ugly. I'm not worth it, no one loves me, everybody hates me. It has...
Marriage Is Falling Apart
It was never like this...
In the beginning all we did was laugh
Now that we are married it's like we have to argue and that has to be part of our lives.
We have a son now, and look at us... I feel like we're falling apart
Every day I hope it changes and we go back to how it was
But I guess those days are over and all we have left is the beautiful memories of the past.
Why do people go through this?
Is it just a test, or is it how it ends it all
How come we were not able to see this from the beginning?
That way we wouldn't of broken our first son's heart.Latest Shared Story
This period in a relationship is the hardest test - when the "honeymoon stage" ends. It's said that when you first fall in love, you get a rush of adrenaline when you see/hear from that...
You have drowned every emotion of us,
Held it under water until it could no longer breathe.
You have shattered every memory of us,
Like glass, touching it I risk hurting every time.
You have burned any future of us,
Only left ashes of what could have been.
We could have been great together.
We could have made it.
Latest Shared Story
The hard truth of having one too many last changes. Sometime there is no coming back from crossing the line. We may not be able to fix what we broke, but learning from it can help prevent us...
33. Two CountriesFighting In Relationship
Two countries like shadows
fight every day
cold and cruel
one the other.
They are linked with a chain
but the rings are rusty.
They burden and crawl the souls,
bleeding the once common dreams.
Some thoughts, similar actions and reactions
permanent battles without winner
because the opponents have the same character.
And where this battle will lead,
No one knows.
Truth and lie become one
swearing enemies till the end.
Endless games of pain and revenge
but without reason.
Egoisms and reactions
dumb reminders of a forgotten vow.
But look, they are fighting again
silently, with piercing looks
that hide words sharp as knives,
and bleed their hearts.
Two countries like shadows
fight every day.Latest Shared Story
My heart breaks into pieces from hurt. It came from you. I loved you, but what did I get? Hate. Yes, hate. You said you will love me with all of your heart, but what happened to that promise...
Who are you?
Where is the guy that I once knew?
Where did my friend go
and when is he coming back?
I miss him like a drought
misses the rain
I need him as the lighting is running
through my brain
I want him to know I love him
with every beat of my heart
I need him here when I'm alone
in the dark
I need his hand to help me up
when I fall
I want him to touch me once again
and look within my eyes,
So I know he cares
I need his gentle and tender touch back
I need it to fulfill my day
But most of all I need my friend back
A friend who managed to make me smile
A friend that went awayLatest Shared Story
This reminds me of my husband. He's never been an easy person to live with, but his love and charismatic personality was always great. After his mother passed, he became colder, meaner, more...
35. I'm Sorry SonUnable To Conceive
I'm sorry, Son, that I'll never get the chance to see you.
I'm sorry, Son, I'll never get the chance to be you.
I hold you close to my heart; I can't stand that we are apart.
I always wanted you from the very start.
It seems the man I once believed in turned his back on me,
he took away my right to be happy and stole my dignity.
I'm sorry, Son, I'll never get the chance to hold you.
I'm sorry, Son, I'll never get the chance to scold you.
I'm sorry, Son, that I will never get the chance to be a good Dad,
a higher power has punished me and left me so sad.
The problems God has caused me makes me want to leave my wife
because I can't provide her with a junior of me.
This pains me so much.
Sometimes I think a shotgun is the only way to end my misery!
I've been cursed by a higher power,
my life can never be complete,
my heart will always be missing every other beat.
I'm sorry, Son, I'll never get the chance to hold you!
I'm sorry, Son, I'll never get the chance to scold you.
I'm sorry, Son, I can't be your Dad
I always wanted to be a good Dad,
and provide with the life that I couldn't have.
I'm sorry, Son.
Please realize that if I could have you that I would.
I'll always love you and you are always in my heart and with this we shall never be apart!Latest Shared Story
I had a miscarriage last year. You never think it'll happen to you, and the hardest part are the feelings of loneliness and the anger towards your own body. I don't feel like I'll ever get...
Those moments when you unknowingly give your heart to the one you love.
The feeling of butterflies in the very pit of your stomach when they ease into your mind.
The smile which graces upon the world, reaching your eyes when they are near.
The special glow you cast for all to see, which brightens with their gentle touch.
The warmth and protection you snuggle closer to in their arms.
The places you lay memories; as you share every moment together.
The all out joy you give one another to make sure you are pleased evenly.
The nights you laugh as random things, just to see a smile.
The days you could watch TV, not speaking a word; yet the comfort of the other is near.
The holidays you brand with a toast of wine, over candle light.
The three words you utter occasionally, making time stand still.
To never feeling alone because one heart beats for the other.
The time when tears only fall when forever is placed on a finger.
The dreams you share; to bid a future that harness true love.
That is Love.
The anxiety that something is wrong, when words are no longer enough.
The harsh words that leave the mouth, scarring the butterflies away.
The end of smiles as frowns and lines of worry are born.
The glow that dies into depression as skin turns pale; eyes lose their shine.
The cold of their back as they sleep facing away and far from you.
The separation they want, time alone to search new memories.
The gifts which ends, because the care is no longer there.
The nights you spend in completely different rooms contemplating reasons.
The days watching TV on the floor as the other is on the bed browsing the computer.
The holidays spent away, at families; wondering what the other is doing.
Those lovely three words die; reborn into three different words.
The heartbeat which once was strong, beating painfully slow each night.
The time tears fall for no reason through the days unknowingly.
The nightmares that plague you, until you become ill.
That is HeartbreakLatest Shared Story
I fall in love without knowing that one day she will leave me back even without a word saying "I am leaving you behind". Now with me the only thing left is the sad and painful memories of my...
37. Hang Up
Hello. Hello? Hello...
How are you?
I missed your voice so much.
It's been a long time
I miss our talk
Yeah... right, all the nonsense
Almost always, no meaning but wonderful
And I can't help it
I tried several times to reach you
Longing to hear your voice once again
Wanting to hear promises.
Reminiscing the past
Plans for the future?
Often times, I was unsuccessful
It's either you didn't pick the call
Or someone else did
Quite frustrating, but I have no plans of giving up
I will still try... and will never stop.
And today, choking with loneliness
I dialed your number.
It rang... once... twice
Then I put it off.
The rats are racing in my chest
I told myself, I can't
I paused, I can't help it
I'm wondering once again
Who's with you.
The answer, I don't want to know.
I held the phone once more
Thinking... to dial or not to dial
My fingers decided quicker than my brain
It rang...You picked the call and answered.
Same soft, husky voice.
I'm so happy to hear you again.
Yes... I can hear you now
And I'm happy.
But then again,
I have to Hang upLatest Shared Story
I met the father of my daughter in 2013, we both loved each other but when time went on everything changed all of the sudden. He changed the way he was treating me, he failed to give me his...
38. SittingPoem About A Breakup
Sitting in silence is the greatest virtue
Sitting in the dark is like no one cares enough to turn the light back on in your life
Sitting with the music blasting is like trying to drown out every problem you have
Sitting in the bathtub crying is like a suicide not yet planned
Sitting with all the lights on is like trying to forget the dark times
Sitting with the blade to your wrist seems like you were a failure
Sitting with the gun put to your head is like saying he broke my heart one too many times
But sitting next to you
Is like a hundred pieces of broken glass stabbing you in the heart
It's hard not to forget how I loved you and how you hurt me
It's hard to say you're not mine anymore
But the hardest is getting through the day knowing I won't get a call from you
But for some reason I still wait for your call
Sitting in silence is the greatest virtue
But sitting next to you is like glass
Latest Shared Story
When I broke up with my boyfriend I wanted to end my life. I saw no reason to breathe. Memories kept on playing in my mind and voices in my head. Am I dreaming? That's the question I always...
39. HollowPoem About Feeling Used By Someone You Love
I want to have feelings and be somebody.
My empty chest longs for the warmth of a heart,
To feel the rhythmic beatings.
All the butterflies have withered to dust,
And the knots have vanished.
Broken pieces echo off my rib cage.
It will take more than I'm sorry this time.
Silly me for believing I was the only one,
A lone daisy in your vast garden of roses.
I only wanted you to help me grow.
Instead you ripped my roots from the earth,
Pulling my petals, indecisive about love.
While ignoring my cries of agony and admiration,
You disemboweled me and I'm left bare.
I crave you in the worst ways.
I want to have you and feel your hands again,
To be touched deeper than the skin.
Feel my battered insides and remember who loved you.
Trace where the heart you stole once played a cadence
Every time you were near.
This godforsaken skeleton shivers under your caress.
The only thing I ever wanted was to be loved.
Now I'm alone without sensation.
Incapable of thoughts,
My mind is gone and I'm spinning.
I've become a robot with a plastic exterior,
A decoy of what used to be, before you shattered my heart,
A counterfeit smile plastered on my pale lips as I feel nothing.
40. ForeverLies And Broken Promises
Forever means nothing in my eyes.
It's just a word you use to cover up lies,
To hide your tracks each night you leave
So I don't worry and start to believe.
The words I love you are just a joke.
Each time you say them I try not to choke
On the tears that threaten to stain the ground,
And I just nod, don't make a sound.
Each night you tell me you truly care,
But when I need you, you're never there.
You think what you want about how I feel
And claim these tears are never real.
You say you know everything about me,
But you only know what I let you see.
You bring me down when you think I can't hear,
Just anything I put up with every year.
You make me feel worthless in front of you,
Like you hate me and everything I do.
You never notice the tears that spill down
Or the fake smile and permanent frown.
You're too caught up in believing a lie
That you never see how hard I try.
I wanted perfection and failed you all.
I let myself down and started to fall.
Forever, to me, is an empty promise you made,
And still I wait as the memories fade.
To me, forever is a waste of time
That makes you feel lucky as you climb
To the extent of your happiness, but it won't be true,
Because to me, forever is something you can't do.
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