The moment I heard the news that day,
My heart sunk and my soul ached.
It just felt so unreal to me.
It couldn't be right; how could it be?
The next few days went by in a blur
Filled with tears, hugs and well-meaning words.
Nothing changed the facts, didn't do a thing.
They couldn't bring you back or take away the sting.
Like a hot blade to my heart
That time will never heal,
Understanding time still goes on
Somehow just doesn't seem real.
I watch people go about their day,
Wondering how they're so unaware.
One of God's most beautiful creations
Forever is no longer there.
I know he's up in heaven now,
And for that I should be glad,
But I am selfish; I'm his little girl,
So I am stark raving mad.
I want him back; this was too soon.
It couldn't have been his time.
I need him here to give advice
And remind me I'll be fine.
They tell me to be still
And trust in God's plan,
That time will reveal all things
And I will understand.
So for you, my Dad,
I will heed their words,
I will calm my anger
And face my hurt.
I will love you for always.
You always took care of me
And forever and always
Your baby I'll be.
Sudden Loss Of Father
Forever And Always Your Baby
Published by Family Friend Poems February 2017 with permission of the author.
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