41. Running From The Bear
I've spent many years now
Running from the bear.
Just when I think you're gone,
You once again are there.
I've spent many years now
Running from the bear.
Just when I think you're gone,
You once again are there.
I don't get how you can't see
All the things you did to me.
If only you knew
All the pain you put me through.
I never knew you,
we never spoke,
but you thought you could take
what was never yours...
Yesterday might've gone down in flame
But I remember the nights spent alone
I remember your shame I called my own
I remember you and your twisted games
Her smile was visible to all,
Showing a dark secret
From an inescapable memory
Because of the lie she kept telling herself.
I saw a monster, I promise he was real,
A presence haunting with a touch you could feel.
His footsteps echoed like a beast's heavy tread,
A roar of laughter that filled me with dread.
his belt hung on the wall,
in the backroom where he victimized me;
as mom tried to stop it
the door slammed shut, click,
Bodies contaminated, tainted by his sin,
Trapped in cycles, impossible to win.
Forced into silence, bearing heavy weight,
Burdened by shame, consumed by hate.