My Sweet Little Angel

I can't sleep, my body is aching
the pain in my chest, my heart is breaking.
The bond that we share I thought was so strong,
but obviously I was so wrong.
The child we made, so precious and sweet
is tearing us apart week by week.
My heart is torn between my two loves.
Do I chose my true love, or my child unborn?
This is the hardest decision I will make in my life,
and I assure you this cuts like a knife.
To my child, I love you dear,
I'm sorry I can't keep you here.
It's not that I don't want you,
believe me when I say my love for you is true.
I'm sorry you won't get a chance at life
because your mommy is a bad wife.
If I could take your place, I would do it, oh so quick.
I know that this is hurting you, and it's hurting me as well.
I feel as if God should just throw me in a cell.
My heart is breaking,
my body is shaking,
you are forsaking.
I know when it's time for me to go
you'll be waiting for me at heaven's door and you'll say,
"Mommy, look how much I've grown!"
and we'll live together forever in heaven.
Until I see you again, I'll always love you, and I'll always be thinking of you.
My precious little angel, you will always be in mommy's heart.
I'll never forget you, neither will daddy, until we meet again.

I LOVE YOU, MY BABY!