Never Did I Ever

Never did I ever,
Think I would fall;
As hard as I did, if not at all.
Never did I ever,
Think I would feel;
These feelings of worry, love, and fear.
Never did I ever;
Believe I could be;
With you to complete a more beautiful me.
Never did I ever;
Wish this much,
To kiss your lips and feel your touch.
Never did I ever;
Imagine this day,
When you looked me in the eyes and told me you'd stay.
Never did I ever;
Think we'd be a pair,
That I'd trust you with all the secrets I'd share.
Never did I ever;
Think we would fight,
Screaming and arguing till the end of the night.
Never did I ever;
Think I'd feel this pain,
My world filled with sorrow, trouble, and rain.
Never did I ever,
Think you'd be so cruel,
I guess I really was a fool.
Never did I ever,
Think our relationship would feel wrong,
Like a high singer in a low pitch song.
Never did I ever,
Think we would end.
But never ever ever, has started to begin.
Never did I ever,
Think I would cry,
So hard that I wished I could just die.
Never did I ever,
Expect to throw away,
Those hundreds of letters I vowed to save.
Never did I ever,
Expect to move on,
But I've been doing such, ever since you've been gone.
Never did I ever,
Think I'd live without you,
But never ever ever,
Sometimes comes true.