What Now

Your knees are shaken
You see that red line appear
How far can you go from here?
You look in the mirror
All you see is a face full of fear
What now you think
Would you rather have a child with nothing
Or have a life full of something
You want to tell him
Full of excitement you can hardly hold a tear
Look something is growing
But you know the consequences
What now you think
A tiny image appeared
Now you fear
What now you think
How can you destroy something so dear.
You shed a tear hoping God will hear.
You pray God please don't let it fear
Tell them I didn't mean for it to happen
But for now God please hold my child dear
You hear the tiny sound of a drum
That's when it all goes numb
All you can hear is that heart go thump
What now you think
The decision is yours they say
No matter what it's yours
A cruel blessing in disguise
How can you tell this guy
What now you think
The day has come
One last sound 
It won't stop jumping around
God where can you be found??!
You feel it moving
Maybe it knows what you are doing
To stop that poor little baby in the making.
What now you think
It's done
You feel shunned
Maybe you got to feel all of the pain
Your tears pour down like its raining
Now you think what have I done.