I understand there are some problems with your life,
everything's changing around us,
and nothings the same.
I still don't understand or comprehend it,
anything that happened,
I still don't get it.
your life was turned around quickly.
you should have told someone what was going on now,
someone could of helped you,
we could of took you out of that house,
then you would of still been alive,
I still cant believe this happened, Hun,
your dads in jail,
along with your mom now.
and I hope you're living good up there.
I had to testify against your parents today.
I know why you killed yourself.
It's hard living with that type of family.
I know trust me,
they found out about those bruises on you,
they knew, they knew why you killed yourself.
they explained it to me today.
told me why, why you did so.
the day I found that out, is today,
I had to testify the same day at noon.
then I came home and wrote this, man,
I love you, I broke down,
crying on the stand,
I yelled out your parents today,
cussing soooo much,
they took me out of there,
told me it was ok,
and it was better for her,
I told them no it's not,
she was sooo young,
so much stuff she had to finish.
everyone knew how much she meant to me,
that you meant so much to me babe!
you were me best friend,
I wish I never would of lost you,
you were special to me,
one of a kind,
like someone I will never meet again.
I love you girlie!---
Samantha Bender to me very best friend RIP hun!
Killed Herself Because Her Dad Abused Her
Two years ago I lost one of my best friends to suicide, only two days after I had my first baby. It was the saddest and happiest time of my life. She was the only person I could talk to about...
Published: September 2008