Addiction Poems about Family
Loving an Addict Poems
When a family member becomes addicted to drugs or alcohol, it affects the whole family unit. No one is sure what to do or how to react. This is a often a time to practice tough love. Family members must be firm with the addict in order not to be guilty of becoming enablers for his or her addiction. When the addict reaches rock bottom, he may realize that it is his responsibility to rebuild his life. Now it is up to him claw his way out of the hole he has dug. His friends and family can either help or hinder his efforts.
76 Poems About Overcoming Addiction for Families
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1. Heroin's Sister
Poem About Brother’s Struggle With AddictionI've never touched, tasted, or craved you,
But I know you.
I've watched my hero
Deteriorate in search of you,
Praying for the oblivion that follows,
Jumping through obstacles of deceit,
Torture and heartbreak
For one moment of relief,
One moment of silence,
One moment of peace.
I've never flirted, danced, or played with you,
But I know you.
I've watched my brother
Stalk, hide, and run from you, all at the same time,
Not wanting to find you
But needing to
For one moment of clarity,
One moment to breathe,
One moment to escape.
I've never listened to your promises, whispers, or songs,
But I know you.
I've heard you in his screams,
Haunting his dreams.
He just wanted to be free,
But he was always getting pulled by you.
I've never touched, tasted, or craved you,
But oh,
Do I know you!
Latest Shared StoryI immediately caught chills from reading your poem. It brings such sadness upon me. I am so sorry of your loss. Keep every little memory of your brother that you may have and dwell upon those...
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2. It's Me
For Family When Addiction Leads To SuicideHey, you guys, don't feel guilty,
It was just my time to go.
I can see you're all feeling sad,
I can see the tears still flow.
My life's journey ended early,
The path I chose was short.
You all tried your best to change it,
But in the end it was for me to sort.
I know I caused you sadness,
I know caused you pain,
But I was captured by these demons,
They wouldn't set me free again.
They took away my freedom,
They took away my choice,
And when they got their hooks in,
You could hear it in my voice.
There were times I tried to fight them,
There was a time I nearly won,
But they came back and overpowered me,
I had nowhere left to run.
I haven't really left you guys,
I am closer than you know,
I will be the whisper in the wind,
I will be everywhere you go.
One day you will all forgive me
One day you will understand
And when your time on earth is done
I will be waiting to take your hand.Latest Shared StoryThis poem touched me and fit my situation. My brother, John, died about a year ago on May 12th from an overdose of Heroin laced with Fentanyl. He was 54 years old and had started on drugs...
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3. Husband And The Battle Of Addiction
Wife On Husband's AddictionThe words that have yet been spoken,
the things I need to say
to voice what's within my heart,
I just can't find a way.
I've fought with my emotions,
I've held them deep inside.
I didn't want to face what for so long
you've tried to hide.
I've been lost within the dark
for so long I've seen no light.
Holding on to the memory
of a time when things were right.
I've looked upon your face
and seen the sadness in your eyes,
the battle of addiction
you no longer can disguise.
I've prayed to find the answers
of what I myself must do.
And I've prayed for the strength to fight
through the hell that I go through.
I've held on for so long,
but I can no longer watch you die.
I cannot fight this for you,
but Lord knows how I've tried.
It's just so hard to watch the ones you love
slowly slip away.
That's why I just blocked it out
and held onto yesterday.
I don't have all the answers
or the power to save your soul.
You're broken, lost and lonely,
and I cannot make you whole.
This fight is yours and yours alone
no matter what I do,
for I cannot save you.
The only one who can is you.Latest Shared StoryYour story is so similar, it's eerie. In 2 years, he has fallen so far. A legitimate opioid prescription taken away made him turn to getting pills without a script. Then, since it was too...
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4. My Mother Vs. Meth
Most days I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs.
I want my mother back; who is this monster you have become?
I really haven't known who you are for quite a while,
But I try to act tough, so I force this fake smile.
You love someone else way more than me.
Her name is Crystal Meth, and I don't think she'll ever set you free.
She's had you in her hands for about 10 years,
But all of those years are nothing compared to my fear.
Fear of you lying,
Fear of you dying,
Fear of having so much faith in you and just being left crying.
You wrote me letters from prison and promised the sky.
More than 3 years later and nothing but lies.
Nothing but heartache, pain, and misery...
I GET IT NOW; you chose her over me.
You've told me to my face that it was drugs over me.
Even that wasn't enough to make me see.
Today you will tell me that you are clean.
You give me so much hope, then tomorrow it's the same ole' dope phen.
I'm telling you now that I am through with you.
This comes from my heart and every word of it is true.
I can't promise that I will be around to see,
But when you get tired of that meth, you will see.
All along you had something way better,
And it was your family.
I do thank you so much for one thing.
Thank you for showing me how important a good mother should be
And to never show my children the pain that you showed me.
So, today I officially set myself free
Because I know there's a stronger woman in me.Latest Shared StoryDear Asia Sherie, I love your message and am inspired by your generosity, enduring love, and positivity. As an adult child of a terribly abusive father and stepMonster, as well as a 4+ year...
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5. Because He Loves Cocaine
Dad Is An AddictI can see it in his eyes
when he comes creeping in.
He's been somewhere he promised me
he'd never go again.
He thinks that I won't know it.
He thinks that I can't tell.
But he forgets how many times
he's put me through this hell.
The deceit is never-ending.
The betrayal. Silly lies.
How can he even sit there
and look me in the eyes?
I've cried so many tears.
I feel all alone.
He's sitting right beside me,
but he's not really home.
This drug has taken over him.
It's eating up his soul.
It's made his heart so ugly.
Black, like a piece of coal.
I try to stand beside him.
I try to give him love.
I beg him to love me more than it,
but I'm not good enough.
This burden is so heavy.
I cannot tell my friends.
I pray to God to help him.
I pray it someday ends.
Please God hear me praying.
Please God help him soon.
We have a little baby
who thinks he hung the moon.
He is just 8 months old
and I think it would be sad,
If a kid as great as him
has to grow up without a dad.
But his daddy is slowly dying.
Killing himself, without a care.
I wish that he could understand
that this just isn't fair.
I have no happiness anymore.
It's killing me as well.
We always fight. We never laugh.
We only scream and yell.
This is our lives he's tearing apart.
It's not a funny game.
It's destroyed our family and killed our love.
Because he loves "Cocaine."Latest Shared StoryMy dad and mom did meth, and they struggled with marijuana. I lost my dad to that. He let the drugs take over, and now I am sitting in foster care for a 3rd year and getting adopted in the...
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6. Puppet On A String
Poem To My Meth Addict HusbandYou act like I know nothing about it, but I know enough.
I know what it has done to you, I know what it's done to us.
You're no longer a real person, more like a puppet on a string.
Every single move you make is controlled by methamphetamine.
I just can't seem to help you, can't break you away.
I've tried to cut the strings so you could walk away.
But without this attachment, your so-called support,
Your body goes limp, and collapses to the floor.
I can't lift you up, you fall right back down.
Your body is like dead weight on the ground.
I wish I could pull you to safety so you could be free.
It's so hard to watch you be a puppet on a string.
I'm figuring out that I can't do this anymore.
You have to let me go, I need to walk out the door.
I've been in entrapment, under lock and key
With your love that's pushed me to insanity.
Step aside, you must let me through.
My heart's taken enough abuse.
You have become someone I don't want to know.
There's no other choice; I really have to go.
You can make it okay because you can always pretend
Whatever you want when the strings lift you back up again.
You attempt to burn the past away
While everything you loved melts away.
Your new life has taken what was once my place.
Tomorrow you can't always fix your mistakes.
You have a million reasons, always an excuse.
And most of all it's precious time that you abuse.Latest Shared StoryMy husband died 4 years ago today - 11/11/17. His death cert. stated Methamphetamine Cardio Myopathy. It also states a secondary reason: Methamphetamine use. The drug he said wouldn’t kill...
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7. My Husband's Mistress - Alcohol
Message To Husband About His AddictionLast night we argued once again,
But it's really nothing new.
We argued the night before that
And tons more before that, too.
Your alcohol addiction
Has taken over your life.
That can of beer is your "mistress,"
And I am just a wife.
You refuse to see the issues
This "mistress" causes daily.
It consumes your every thought
And is causing pain within our family.
You wake up sober and smiling
And say you love the life we're living.
Our dreams have all come true,
And we're blessed with all we've been given.
But as the day slowly goes on
Your body begins to shake.
It NEEDS to feel that "mistress,"
So the alcohol demon awakes.
The "mistress" grabs ahold of your hand
And swears "she" can make it better,
But with every top that I hear pop
I wish you'd never met "her."
Your attitude changes dramatically,
Especially towards me, your wife.
You start to act completely miserable
And scream, "I hate my life."
You forget the things we talk about,
The things you say and do.
The drunk I see every single night
Is far from the MAN I once knew.
Your addiction is taking over our lives.
This is an obvious fact.
It's taking away our good memories
And time we can't get back.
You know you have a problem but say,
"It's just a part of life."
Fact is, I will never be the "mistress,"
And I'm not sure how much longer I can be the wife. -
8. Letter To Meth
Impact Of Drug Addiction On Loved OnesYou don't know me,
and I promise you never will.
You've taken over my best friend.
His soul you're out to steal.
I tried to keep him away from you.
I gave him all my love.
I prayed that I could save him
with help from up above.
Since the day he met you,
he hasn't been the same.
He's confused and without reason.
He's caught up in your game.
You push and pull on his veins,
moving in and out.
You are the nightmare in the needle
he just can't live without.
You lie to him, and he believes you.
He thinks you're harmless and fun.
When he wraps you in his track marked arms,
he's playing with a loaded gun.
I don't know if my love can save him.
You've got a hold so tight,
but I've been through this all before,
and I never leave without a fight.
I believe in a mighty God, I do,
and he will win in the end.
I believe his love and mercy
will one day save my friend.
If he can learn to love himself
and extract you from his mind,
we could move on with our lives
and leave you far behind.
If I had my way right now,
you wouldn't even exist!
Go back to hell where you belong.
I bet you won't be missed.
I hate the pain you've caused my family!
I hate the way you make him feel.
You blind his eyes from the truth.
He's unable to see what's real.
You don't know me, demon.
You'll never know my name.
You don't deserve a second thought.
I'll never play your evil game.
But I know you all too well.
I know exactly who you are.
We've already been to hell and back
with you; it's not that far.
But I'll keep on fighting; God help me.
I'll keep holding on.
I'll keep praying he'll give you up
until one of you are gone.Latest Shared StorySweet Lilly, both my parents were and still are and I'm 33 years old. All I've ever wanted was to have normal parents. Somehow I became an addict at the age of 19 to oxicontin and then have...
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9. An Addict I'm Not
Poem For Those Who Love An Addict*An addict I'm not...
so he pushes me away
hoping I won't see it and lead him astray
*An addict I'm not...
but I must still live the life
dealing and coping
praying one day he'll stop
*An addict I'm not...
maybe I feel it more
knowing any moment he could walk out that door
*An addict I'm not...
so I live all alone
sure he's here beside me,
but it's not him that's home
*An addict I'm not...
so I deal with his lies
the deceit and the pain
and all the tear free cries
*An addict I'm not...
thinking I could help
one day my love will be enough,
but it won't, I can tell
*An addict I'm not...
I see the pain in his heart and
the fear that grips his soul
as he grabs for his pipe,
and smokes one more bowl
*An addict I'm not...
if only he could just see
what I see in him
and know he could someday be
*An addict I'm not...
so I watch from afar
as he destroys himself
a little more each day-
Dear God, please help him
each night I'll continue to pray!
*Because an addict I'm not,
but I must watch him be
Latest Shared StoryI pray you got the help you needed and were able to let him go! Unfortunately for my ex-husband (now 7 years), he is still heavily addicted to meth, no job (he's a master carpenter), and has...
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10. Till Meth Do We Part
I have a love for meth that no one can understand.
And nothing in this world can make me feel the way she can.
Since the first time I met her I knew she was the one.
Never questioning or judging me despite the things I've done.
No matter what I'm going through, I know she's always there.
Like two peas in a pod, I think we make the perfect pair.
When I'm with her, I'm invincible, having not the slightest fear.
She fills my head with lies, so my problems seem to disappear.
And sometimes she leaves me lonely, so much I've wished for death.
And fills me with diabolical voices who scream madness in my head.
But like I said before and repeat but once again,
No one understands unless they've been through where I've been.
On the brink of insanity filled with anger, rage, and hate.
On the path of a dead man or another prison inmate.
But be that as it may, either prison life or death,
Nothing will ever break this bond of love for my darling Crystal Meth.
And as she slowly takes my life, I bid farewell goodbye.
But you can bet your bottom dollar on my deathbed I'll be HIGH!Latest Shared StoryThank you for your sharing your words! I am an addict and have struggled with it most of my life. I came from a very privileged home and had every opportunity handed to me, but I was hiding...
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11. The Ecstasy And The Agony
Death Of My Son From Heroin OverdoseAt long last the phone call.
Then the questions.
How?
Why?
Then comes the thundering roar -
Of silence in reply.
The first sleepless night;
Memories swarm like bees.
Finally the sun rises
On the first day that you will never see.
When did it all
Take a turn for the worse?
When did your blessings
Become such a curse?
When did the kid with the lemonade stand
Who loved riding his bike as far as he was able
Become the kid with the cigarette pack?
When did "help" turn into "enable"?
At last you discovered
That a rush without equal
Would fulfill all your dreams
And required only a needle.
But the needle is a harsh mistress
And she demands
Absolute faithfulness
To her commands.
Lie, cheat, steal
All this and more.
Just to pay homage
At the foot of her door.
She WILL NOT be "cured."
She WILL NOT "go away."
She WILL haunt you to the grave
For the rest of your days.
And what of the kid
With the lemonade stand?
He made one fatal choice, which
Only later did he understand.
The death of one so young
May seem sad beyond belief.
Yet sadder still the fact
That only death may give relief.
Would you condemn one so young
To this life he knows all too well?
Then God might ask, "What right have YOU
To sentence him to Hell?"
Beyond Death's door may lie
Some realm or land wherein
The miseries of life are lifted
And peace is found within.
But no map of THIS world
Points the way to such a land.
Either such a place does not exist
Or is beyond the ken of Man.
Can you see that kid upon his bike?
The joy upon his face?
Do not begrudge one final rush
As he races to Death's warm embrace.
He rides the wave of that mighty rush,
Misery fading into the past.
This world of woe not his concern
As his heart - slowly beats - its last.Latest Shared StoryI am completely taken aback by this poem and your comment. I have a son who just turned 18, and he has been using. His name is also Ethan. My biggest fear is your reality, and my heart goes...
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12. Words Of A Silent Killer
Poem About Meth Controlling A PersonYou think you have control,
But I am the one who has it.
You do not, not in the least bit.
I make you cry because if I don't, then people wonder why.
You thought you were loved, but now you're lost.
I took over you mind, and that was your cost.
You are so blind; people have told you, but you didn't listen.
Now I laugh because your eyes don't even glisten.
I am the reason you cannot sleep.
I am pain that hurts so bad,
But you are in too deep.
You never knew what you had; you looked to see.
Now you're the person you're not wanting to be.
I am the reason why you can't love,
Because you don't know what's up above
You love me and no one else.
I took your life away
On that very first day.
I still have control; I am your confession.
You sold your soul to me,
Which led you into deep depression.
You'll never be free
Because you belong to me.
I long for you to relapse
As I push you down until you collapse.
I am the reason you can't look people in the eyes
Because I make you wear a disguise.
I keep you locked in a cage,
Which causes you to have a deep rage.
I made you feel unaware, and I really don't care.
I am all you fear,
Which causes you all these tears.
I am always right, so you think.
I make you so scared you cannot blink.
I took away all your trust,
Made it so you could only lust.
I don't care how you feel,
Because, between you and me, you will never heal.
I tear you down inside, which all you can do is deny.
I knew you would come to me on the day of your birth.
I took all you were ever worth.
You think you are okay, but I have something to say.
You thought you were bold.
Now you're sitting here crying, wondering why I am so cold.
I took you away from all your youth.
I also made it so you could never tell the truth.
I am the reason that causes you death.
I sneak upon and take your last breath.
Can you guess who I am?
I am Crystal Meth.Latest Shared StoryI began to use meth when I was 16. Growing up as a child, it seemed as though I wasn't loved or cared for. Violence took a toll in the family. Father was a meth addict. Mother was an...
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13. If You Knew...
Addiction Is DeceitfulWelcome, welcome,
step right up.
I'll give you confidence,
I'll bring you luck!
I'll be your friend,
A companion for life.
I'll never desert you
Through your times of strife.
Once you have chosen me
You'll never look back.
Soon you'll be hooked
And then I'll really attack!
I'll strip all your dignity,
Morals and pride.
I'll claim your soul;
You'll feel dead inside.
I'm clever, I'm cunning,
I'm patient, I'm quick.
Once I've got a grip on you,
You'll soon become sick.
I'll take your money,
You'll beg, steal and lend.
You'll belong to me now,
And this nightmare won't end.
By the time that you realize
I'm not what I claim,
You'll be in the depths of despair
And this beast won't be tamed.
The feelings of self-loathing
Will become too much to bear,
But you chose to befriend me.
Yes, you put me there.
I'll take you places
You didn't know to be real.
I'll drag you down lower
Than you thought possible to feel.
If you knew this from the beginning,
Would you have stepped onto my ride?
Roll up, roll up,
You must quickly decide
I promised we'd be friends,
Said I'd be loyal and true,
But you didn't even ask my name.
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14. Crackling Rock
Poem About Crack CocaineIt feels so right, what an evil treat.
Hunger pains gnaw yet you cannot eat.
You'll never defeat this hell you've created.
Is it everything you anticipated?
Your happiness faded, your world now black.
Running endeavor forever, you can never go back.
The devil has you and will devour you whole.
Lifeless and pathetic, you've sold your soul.
You can't get out, you can't escape.
Just one hit is all it takes.
Sketching, crashing, uncontrollable shakes.
Delusions, confusion, your heart now breaks.
The sweet taste you'll always crave.
The addiction you'll fight until your grave.
Random rage you can't explain.
Guilt and sadness, forever pain.
Awake for days without sleep.
Inhale the smoke, smooth and deep.
Inhuman pleasure as you release your breath.
That will soon decease and turn to death.
Your tongue goes numb, such a rush.
Tingling touch, your cheeks feel flushed.
Never enough, you need much more.
Panic paranoia, shut and lock the door.
Absorbed to the core and lost in thought.
Laying on the floor waiting to rot.
Sought for help but nobody cares.
Cold and scared, disgusted stares.
You're beginning to look like the rest of them.
Frantically searching for your friend.
Under the couch? Under the table?
Another statistic, another label.
You greedily need
Another hit.
One after another, you cannot quit.
A bottomless pit of sorrows and lies.
Consuming your mind, you won't be fine.
Blinded by the crackling rock.
Trapped in a room with an unbreakable lock.
You'll depend on it for happiness.
But the bliss you feel doesn't really exist.
Haunting you in your nightmare dreams.
Open your mouth to release silent screams.
Help me please, take it all away.
Pull me back when I go astray.Latest Shared StoryFantastic words and all so true. I've been an addict for 30 years. I'm almost 50 years old, and I can't give up the pipe. It takes all my money, and it's taken my soul. I was a nice person...
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15. Monkey Business
Poem About My Relationship With An AddictThat monkey on your back,
He's a tricky little guy.
I thought that he was dead and gone.
I thought he said goodbye.
That monkey on your back?
Turns out it was just a slumber.
He woke up and came back into your life,
Like the booming clap of thunder!
That monkey on your back,
He's grabbed ahold of you.
His grasp is so insanely strong,
I'm at a loss for what to do...
That monkey on your back,
He's creeping into your mind.
You don't see what you're doing.
You've gone completely blind.
That monkey on your back?
He only cares about one thing.
He'll do anything to get it.
He doesn't care about the sting.
That monkey on your back?
He'll distract you at all costs!
As long as he has what HE wants,
He doesn't care what YOU have lost!
That monkey on your back...
He made you lock the door
So I couldn't get to you,
When you were dying on the floor...
That monkey on your back?
I hope he dies and goes to hell!
I'm scared that if he doesn't,
You'll end up dead or in a cell.
That monkey on your back...
I want him to go away...
But I'm scared that you'll go with him.
I don't want that, STAY!
That monkey on your back,
He gives a false sense of love.
But when you're standing on the ledge,
He'll provide the final shove...
That monkey on your back,
With spoon and needle in hand.
He won't stop until you're dead,
On your last trip to Neverland.
That monkey on your back or me.
One of us has to go!
The ball is in your court. Your choice.
It's time, please let me know.
Please let me know you love me.
That I'm more important than that ape.
Please tell me that you're ready
To get your life back into shape.
Please let me know I'm worth it,
Because my love is much too strong!
I can't lose you to this addiction!
Please! Come back where you belong!
Please let me know you hear me,
That my cries don't go unheard.
I know you're lost. I'll find you!
I'll search endlessly undeterred!
I'll search if there's a reason,
Even the smallest glimpse of light!
I'll search until I find you,
If you're willing to put up the fight!
This battle will not be easy!
Don't worry! I'm on your side!
There will be wounds and scars and blood and tears,
But in the end you will feel pride!
You'll be proud you won this battle,
Against that monkey on your back!
And next time you'll see him coming,
With his surprise sneak attack.
So you won't let him get you,
Because you will be prepared.
And I'll be there, on your side.
If war he has declared.Latest Shared StoryI can relate a lot to this as well. I'm married to an addict. He just got out of prison this month and is already back in jail for meth. He's 40 years old and we have four kids together, and...
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16. Mommy Loved Her Children
Poem About A Family Devastated By Drug AddictionOne pill, two pills, three pills, four.
The children are counting Xanax pills they pick off the floor.
Mommy's sister committed suicide in 2009; that's when this all started.
She's in the corner crying like a young girl so incredibly broken-hearted.
Her husband was a heroin addict; he left them a long time ago.
Now depression and anxiety are the only emotions the children show.
She did not start doing drugs for fun; it was only after her reality shattered,
But it all ends the same way; her reason for starting no longer mattered.
She went to her counseling sessions once a week.
She spent most of the session crying too hard to speak.
One pill, two pills, three pills, four.
The children tell the teachers they can't eat because they're poor.
Mommy makes a lot of money, but the money never makes it home.
She has zero friends but 6 drug dealers programmed into her phone.
She'll give them anything for a fix, even if it's her own body.
Parents set the example for the children; it's your life they will copy.
She thought it was just a temporary solution and she'd be able to quit,
But she didn't find a solution, just another problem added to the list.
She wanted to give her children the life she never had.
Instead, she emotionally abandoned them the same way as their dad.
One pill, two pills, three pills, four.
Child Protective Services is at the front door.
Mommy's pushing pill bottles under the couch as the bell continues to ring.
CPS's intentions were good, but in the end it was only more pain they would bring.
What's a child without their parents, a child in a foster home?
Proof of a broken society, children who are forced to go through this alone.
Electricity had been shut off for months; she frantically scrambles for matches to light a candle.
She went through this exact experience when she was a child; it was just too much for her to handle.
She yells toward the front door as she frantically brushes her hair.
Then the door opens and the children learn firsthand that life isn't fair.
One pill, two pills, three pills, four.
Mommy turned to heroin when the pills weren't enough anymore.
Children in foster care, ex-husband still has 4 years left in prison.
Getting her children back should have been her first and only mission,
But it wasn't, and drugs being her only way to cope only compounded the problem.
Once she had the ambition to reach the top; now her habit had her anchored at the bottom.
The children don't remember their dad and their sickly thin mom they can no longer recognize.
One stormy night she ran out of drugs and couldn't stop the tears streaming from her eyes.
Alone in a cold, empty room with no drugs to help her cope,
She took her own life like her sister, simply because they ran out of dope.
One pill, two pills, three pills, four.
Mommy loved her children but she loved her drugs more.Latest Shared StorySame here. The full poem was actually 4 pages long; a lot of the story was cut out to meet the size limit. The point where the children decided she chose the drugs over them was because of...
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17. Please Stop Drinking, Mom
Poem About Abusive AlcoholicI smell the whiskey on your breath.
And you beg for me to put your temper to the test.
You slap me around and call me names.
Mom, I'm sick of playing these games.
One day it's going to end up getting worse.
It hurts me how you yell and curse.
Stop it, before it's too late.
Mom, this is not your fate.
You used to care.
You used to be there.
Now you've gone away.
Mom, please stop today.
Bruises and hits.
Temperamental fits.
All is causing me pain.
Mom, stop yelling. I'm not to blame.
You're drinking away what's left of you.
It's hurting me, and you're hurting me, too.
I've cried. I've begged. What more can I do?
Mom, I've tried to help. And I've tried to still love you.
It's hard when I'm only neglected.
When all I ever wanted was to be accepted.
I know I'm not perfect, but look at you now.
Mom, you've got to stop this somehow.
You've beaten me down once more.
My heart's broken, and I'm lying on the floor.
How much more of this can I take?
Mom, please. Give me a break.
You brought me into this life.
And you cause me all this strife.
But are you going to take me out of this world, too?
Mom, stop before that comes true.Latest Shared StoryWow. This brought back so many painful memories for me, and I can relate to everything you have written. No one who has not been through this will ever understand our pain or our sorrow, our...
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18. Dear Daddy...
Poem About Choosing Alcohol Over DaughterI haven't seen you
And it kills me,
But what can I do?
I can't set you free!
What could ever set you free
From that horrible, miserable poison?
And why can't you see
That your choice is already chosen?
You chose it over me,
Your one and only daughter!
After just one sip, Daddy,
You're a monster.
You say you love me more than anything,
More than the ocean is deep.
But after just one sip of that
You're either violent or you sleep.
I always looked up to you,
And now what do I have?
There's not much I can do
And now I've lost my dad.
I don't know if you're alive or dead
Or if you're wandering the streets.
You won't believe how many tears I've shed
Thinking you're in a morgue, covered with a sheet.
I remember when I was little and I went to your house,
I didn't realize that brown bag- small as a mouse.
You brought me back some candy- I ate it and watched T.V.
That small bag on the counter...and now it causes you to leave me.
I need you and want you to know:
Please don't leave me,
Please don't go!
I don't want you to miss out on what you could be,
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19. Goodbye, Mister Cocaine
Poem About Walking Away From CocaineNow who's that knocking on my brain?
I hope it's not you, Mister Cocaine.
Because Mr. Cocaine, you and I are through,
And so is the fake fun that I had with you.
Now Mr. Cocaine, how could you dare,
Even have the nerve to come around here?
Because of you, I lost my wife and kids,
And I'll never forgive you for what you did.
For you made me lie, cheat, swindle and steal,
And you convinced me it was no big deal.
To lie to my sister and rip off my brother,
And even steal from my own sweet mother.
You brought me to places I didn't want to be,
You made me see things I didn't want to see.
You made me do things I didn't want to do,
Like leaving my kids just to hang out with you.
You promised you'd be there, but you left me alone,
You didn't even answer when I called on the phone.
You promised me riches, but you then left me poor,
And these are the reasons I don't want you anymore.
So goodbye, Mr. Cocaine and goodbye pain,
Goodbye to the days of acting insane.
Goodbye to the nights we spent together,
Goodbye, Mr. Cocaine and goodbye forever.Latest Shared StoryWow! You really started using a deadly drug at a very young age. I do congratulate you that you have been clean now for four years. That is a humongous accomplishment for someone who used as...
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20. The Year Of The Dragon 1976
Beautiful and bright was the Young Dragon.
Capable and caring,
Sensitive but strong,
The life of the Young Dragon
Couldn't go wrong.
Upright and steadfast,
Courageous with might,
Who knew the Dragon
Would get lost in the night.
For the Dragon met Tiger,
Who lured him away,
Into the jungle
Of life's tumultuous way.
Down the path of
Destruction, sorrow and woes,
Down the path of
Seduction, deceit and morose.
The Tiger made promises
Which led Dragon astray,
Away from his mother, siblings and wife,
Away from the people who'd given him life.
Deep into the jungle
Dragon followed Tiger.
Farther off the path of the good life
Deeper on the road of sorrow and strife.
And when the Dragon was
Broken, desolate and alone,
Looking through bars
At the life that he'd known,
Tiger smiled and nodded his head,
For the beautiful Dragon
Was standing alone
Far from his life, his family and home.
But Tiger underestimated
The Spirit of love,
Looking out for Dragon
From high up above.
Spirit opened doors
By providing the keys,
All Dragon had to do
Was reach for these.
Be strong, Young Dragon,
Do what you must,
Before vicious Tiger
Turns you to dust.
Reject all he offers,
Come back to the way.
We're waiting, Dear Dragon,
Please join us today.
Come back from the jungle,
The Tiger and harm.
We're waiting, Dear Dragon,
With wide-open arms.
The path will be twisted,
And hardships abound,
With determination as your companion,
You'll gain the high ground.
Your new life awaits you,
Grab on and demand
That the Tiger who holds you,
Desist and disband.
Shuck off your demons,
Dig deep down inside,
And know that the Spirit
Has nothing but pride.
Pride for the Dragon
Who was led astray,
Because Dragon has the courage
To keep Tiger at bay.
M. A. D.
(mother against drugs)
Cheryl Chartier
Mother's Day
May 9, 2004Latest Shared StoryThis poem has struck me so very deeply. I am glad to have stumbled upon it. As a young mother of two and a second generation addict, I have many doubts in myself and my success. In front of...
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